mixed thoughts? i usually dont have the time to sort them out, actually lets get a little bit honest here . . im not really up for sorting them out. its happens more then it should, sometimes more then it could. but here it goes again, i just brush them off, and really , theres times i shouldnt be even thinking about it. it might even lead into something that im still not totally set on and about this time as usual it will. ive turned my back on sudden thoughts that should no longer really be 'sudden' because ive heard them all before, not exactly sure when , and why? but at some point, i knew for sure. and thats not common, i mean to know something is 'for sure', usually dont last overly that long, and im taking things for granted lately, its more and likely the reason behind everything, most things. its just everything has been going my way for a good amount of time now, and ive been expecting a whole lot more lately. what exactly? i cant quite tell you what. i cant even tell myself what, and thats the worse about not having all these answers all the time. i could just assume stuff forever, but where would that get me? in the same spot where i started. and i cant even remember the beginning anymore, and its just me. things could be a little different at the moment, and i havent really taken much thought into either, but for so long when so much just decides to blow up at one time, how can you not?
nothings as real as our old reckless ways.
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