Friday, September 5, 2008

aint the same as it use to be

ever felt like giving up on something?
something you wanted so bad, something you could not wait for?
that everytime you thought about it , it made you sick to your stomach?
but everytime you thought about it more, you didnt want it.

as the nights gets shorter, and my time gets shorter, ive realized stuff dont come to you as easy as you might want it too. everything decides to start to feel the same, sound the same and even maybe look the same. maybe its me? im overboard.

the moon can get so bright and the nights can get so cold, but most things start to look faint, not totally faded, just really close to it. everything can fall, but you still have no belief. belief in what? wonder what could happen? if you wanted everything to go your way, you still wouldnt be happy. more and likely im speaking for myself, or maybe im not . .

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