this isnt going to take anymore time to get use too, im there. lately everything has been eating away at my smiles. time is getting short. honestly it was nothing anyways, im still doubting, you moreless. if everything was set forever, i wouldnt be smiling. i havent seen the sun for some time now, i havent seen you for some time now. maybe , again , sometime we could meet? maybe. i havent shut the whole thing down, i havent totally shut everyone out, but its close. closer than ever. this time i can taste it. bittersweet. i had enough. ive seen more of these walls then i did my whole damn life. thoughts run more smoothy, but thats the only thing. i loved the times when my thoughts didnt, and everything else joined it. its just the pounding in the chest that cant stop, it isnt me anymore. its nowhere near. who knew, this could of been.