back it up

i swear, you could of picked a better ending for all this. dont hate the game , hate the player? i think i hate it both. is this the way it goes? no one sees it coming except you ? i have a lot of questions and not much time for answering before i get blocked out all together, i mean what are we suppose to do in the mean time? just act like nothing happened, like nothing ever went our way. . hold up, like nothing ever went YOUR way? ohh, i got it, we have to pretend that feelings were never put to place, and their to tell everyone the truth their still there. where did i think i was going with this? nor you. i think this happens more than it should, im always the one faking, maybe thats truely the way i have to go about it. its not me. it cant be me. its me.