i hate being like this, but theres no other away around it. i failed along the way before, and its no doubt im about to do it all over again. i wish there was a way to stop time, or maybe get some of it back.

there's gotta be a better way, im gone.

Sometimes there is nothing to be said. Sometimes nothing should be said. I just want to find someone who won’t run away. Someone to look me in the eyes and tell me it’s okay that things don’t always go right. That this is how life works, and how it will always work. That it’s not going to be easy. Today, tomorrow, the next day, but it will somehow get better.

how come school doesnt teach you the most important things in life?, i mean this is/was the place we spent most of our time willing to learn new things, apparently the most important things. never did they teach us things we would need to know. they dont teach you how to walk away from someone you dont love any longer. they dont teach you how to know whats going on in someone elses mind. or how to be happy, or what to say to someone whos dying or how to fend for yourself, they dont teach you anything worth knowing . .

i believe the most difficult situation you can ever be faced with is deciding whether you should just move on or hold on a little tighter. move on and maybe you'll lose a chance at the best thing that could have ever happened, or hold on and have the possibility of one day being the biggest disaster created.