your looking too ?

is it true . . are you always like this? maybe we should stay awake and actually put time into this. im really not up for wasting time, and to be honest im not really up for trying but when i think twice it changes. our time is coming to an end, summer fades to fall.

a little fast

i knew this be happening again sometime soon. i shouldnt be doubting myself nor the sudden things that been happening lately. but then again im up for that . . i think so anyways. im never sure, im always regretting, im always 'what if '. ive learned more about myself in the past month then i ever did. that mighten be the best but who's counting the scores? i mean, whatever makes you smile right? hm.

waiting to . . . happen?

when you think you have everything resolved, it backfires.
not always that bad type though.

maybe, im assuming things, maybe you are too?
its just i hate this feeling, of waiting.
waiting for something that could happen?
or maybe waiting to happen?
i clearly have no answers to anything.

its more of a tired , fed up, could care less feeling, but when you think about it more and more its far from it. im use to it. as many times as i could count, you could never reach my number. but thats okay, we all seen this before.

id just like to have some questions answered, but then again, i wont be the one asking them. this time around, i should of been more careful , but ohno, same situation again, ha. this is becoming a joke, or i could be taking this too far.

im letting days and nights go by? i shouldnt be dancing all these nights away.
your nothing at all.