reading your note over again

theres not one word that i comprehend, lets sort this out for a second and while were at it we can stop with the mixed signals. i want you to follow through and just spill your guts, seeming it feels like ive been waiting in line forever , for something that i cant have. so the rain is gonna fall harder at these more imperfect times, we'll blame it on someone and crave for another belonging. to see my name coming out of your mouth makes everything just a little warmer . i had this feeling that the looks you gave me were real , the smile you gave me made me weak , but everything is starting to darken. and it seems its gonna be a while without light , until you brighten up and notice whats in front of you. sweetie , you almost had me, your words are silent , mostly getting in the way. your time to blink, your not missing anything , important ..anyways.