Sebastian William, Born March 23rd.

There are times where your life will surprise you in amazing ways. Don't hold yourself back; embrace the fact that good things do happen.

and its here again.

Why does it always rain the hardest on the people that deserve the sun? Maybe its this time, and maybe its not.

I don't think I actually realized what the hell is going on. Maybe I just don't have the time to realize anything. I've created such a disaster. I've probably created something a lot worse. I don't know what is wrong with me lately, but it seems like nothing is ever good enough. Maybe I just shouldn't be settling for less. I know a lot of stuff has been said, and there's nothing I can do about that now, and to tell you the truth I dont want to do anything about it. I think . . anyways.

This could of been easier, a lot easier. It just different, a lot different.

You always said I had a hard time saying what's on my mind. Well, here it goes: I hate you for what you've done to me.

i feel like going to bed, and sleep for all december month. i hate winter, and you don't make me melt anymore. i feel like crap, honestly, something is eating away at my smiles.
fml.

im never gonna come through, ive noticed that alot lately. whatever it is going on, i dont come through. no matter what the deal is, i just cant. maybe i dont have the heart to say it, and you did.